Please. When I say it here, I really mean it. Please appreciate all the things that I've done for you. Not just for you, for us for our truly relationship's sake. I've done so many things just for you. I left the old me for you for nothing. I left my real social life for you for nothing. I left my friends and spend more time with you for nothing. I follow your way for nothing. Yes, I wait for you like stupid for nothing nothing and nothing! See, I AM the one who always try to correct the situation. I am the one, who try to make you really happy and fell appreciated. I am the one who fucking stupid always sacrifice everything, as you want just for your happiness my dear. But you? You're just the one who always put a big damn blame on me like fuckingshit mangggg, I'm gonna be crazy la macam ini -_____- Please realised how much I love you and how tired I am. I really love you. I've got so many things to spread out but yeah like always you will laugh at me la kan? Like it doesn't mean anything to you. Thanks for that. Thanks a bunch! You never know how hard I am trying to make everything perfect like we were last year. Expecting something good from you is hopeless and disappointing. It's really hard and tough here. I am sorry for saying that, you asked for it. I know you're happy there, but don't you have at least a little guilty feeling deep inside in your heart?
*It doesn't mean anything now.
